Monday, February 28, 2011


To whom it may concern:

The moment you start screaming at me and give me attitude as if I am not doing my job, I tune you out. I appreciate that you are only looking out for your loved one but I really don't respond well to sarcasm and attitude.

Why is it that you get mad at me because you've waiting for the doctor for hours yet you smile and nod when they finally come?

Please give me a little break. I can only take so much.

your overworked nurse


Dream Log: I had gum in my mouth and started to panic when I realized that the more I chew it, the more it got sticky. I woke up with fear that it would actually happen one of these days. Erm.

Wednesday, February 16, 2011

sorry is a word

... that I hear too often.

Deja vu?


What will I do with this guy? Crying does not help. And trust me, I can trump any drama actress with the amount of tears I've shed. Anger only last as long as my attention span. It just doesn't feel right to be angry. What to do? I know how to push his buttons but we are not in highschool.

When does it end? How long will his I-don't-know-why-I-did-it excuse work? Better yet, when will I stop using his own excuse to justify my actions?

Dear Self,

I'm sorry.

Saturday, February 12, 2011

funny how it keeps coming back

taken from: A Softer World
I dreamt about my uncle again. It didn't look like him but I know it was him. In my dream he left a notebook with notes, words of wisdom and drawings for my aunt and cousin. He knew his time was almost up so he prepared something for them.
It may not look like him but I know it would be something he would do if he only knew.
I'll always miss you and I'll never forget.