I pray for strength.
To know when to hold on and when to let go.
I pray for clarity.
To understand things as a whole and not just parts.
I pray for guidance.
To know what is is right and what to do.
But most of all, I pray for peace of mind.
I feel heavy. I have that sinking feeling something is wrong. Something is yet again out of place. I can't talk about it too much with anyone because everything I will do and have done is and was my decision.