it's been awhile

Every now and then, I question where my life is heading. Are all my decisions right? Right for now? Right for my future? Am I really doing what I want or is my life really just a product of everyone else's idea of how it should be?

Sometimes, I even wonder if I am contented because I'm scared to explore another possibility or simply because I am really where I want to be. 

I really don't know.

Despite of these thoughts, I am mostly happy. :)