Thursday, October 18, 2012

Emotional disaster

Sometimes I feel like I have no one to confide my inner thoughts for fear they will be rejected as silly or even worst, pathetic.

It's this kind of voice in my head that makes me feel as if I'm a glass full of water that always spills even with a small nudge. One word or one wrong move, regardless if it's intentional or not, results in me reacting too strongly. I know I shouldn't but it's hard to do otherwise.

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The brief walk around the neighbourhood eased my bored mind. It didn't matter that it was raining and windy - it actually felt good. it was relaxing. Although city air is not exactly the recommended fresh air, I welcomed it. 

Fall is definitely not my favourite season but today was just perfect.

3 comments:

Chris said...

Vanessa! How are you? It's been a while. Not sure if u remember me either. 0_0 but anyway, I can relate with what you said about feeling like you have no one to confide to. I guess that's where writing comes in handy. But then again, it can only do so much right?

People can surprise you sometimes...you will probably realize that the people who you think wouldn't be there are the ones that are there when you need it most. :)

blueskies said...

Hi Chris,

I haven't been blogging as much as I used to and only randomly come here to either re-read some stuff I wrote to laugh or reminisce.

It was nice to finally meet you! ;)

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