where's peter pan?

Why would anyone name their daughter "Princess Tinkerbell"? Erm. I'll leave it to that because trust me, I have more questions brewing in my head right now.
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Two more weeks and J will be on his way to a month long vacation where you ideally don't have to worry about anything except what yummy food you have to eat and what new things you'll see. It felt that way for me since it took a decade for me to come back.

I guess I'll have to be by myself for a month. Eek. This will not bode well especially around Christmas time since he keeps my budget intact, drives me to any mall I wish to go to and carries heavy bags for me.

And of course, the mushy things I won't mention. :D
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My right wrist has been giving me trouble for the past few days. I'm not entirely sure if I lifted a patient the wrong way or some underlying condition when it gets cold out as J suggested. Yesterday, my coworker ended up wrapping my wrist in tensor bandage just to ease the pain. It did help for support but writing was a little challenging.

J has been insisting I excercise my wrist with dumbbells, take calcium + vitamin d supplements and possibly drink protein shakes. His stint in pharmaceuticals has been an advantage when I was still in school because he would quiz me but now he's using it to be bossy (at least that's what I tell him). I know he's right but I'm just being stubborn and in denial. Sigh.

say what?

I finally met that person.

She said, my life has been good. I replied by saying, we all have our good days and bad days. Her comeback was there are better days, but no bad ones.

I may not know the details of her life but from what she said, some people might think that it's not that charmed afterall. So why this great outlook in life? I don't know either. If I went through the two things she mentioned, I probably would have a somewhat bitter taste in my mouth everytime I say life has been good.

Let's see how much of this will rub on to me. Even though I think I'm halfway there - I do think my life has been good so far with a few bumps here and there. :)

So far, I've just been overly dramatic about every minute detail of my life. Sob here. Sob there. What for? Ugh. I blame my hormones and everything else in between. Sigh.

She also said, when it snows just say - good things will come when it snows.

That one might take equally as long to convince myself that it is true. Hehe.

one, two, three

- taking the H1N1 vaccine at the beginning of my weekend shift was not a good idea. aside from arm soreness, every part of my body felt like it was going to fall apart while my head burst from pressure. of course, i still worked through it in between popping tylenols and advils.

- i don't understand why people who haven't taken the vaccine yet feels like they have flu still go to work!!!! flu-like symptoms should be enough reason to stay at home. why can't anyone understand that? doesn't anyone watch the news??? argh!

- i didn't see one single halloween custome since surprise, i worked the night away again - same as last year. sigh.

- i actually like mild, cool fall weather.

- i have the urge to shop but have no drive to actually go through it.

- counting down to when j leaves for vacation. sigh.

- i feel blah.