keep me busy, keep me addicted

And this is what's stuck in my head

Sa yakap mo, ang tuwa’y walang hanggan

Sa piling mo hindi na masasaktan

Ngunit kung ang puso mo’y malayo na

Tatanggapin ko na parang parusa ka

Mamahalin kita kahit magdusa pa….

- Kahit Magdusa Pa

I haven't seen the show for a few weeks, until today, because of work and my dwindling attention span but everytime my sister's here, I hear it in the background and it plays over and over again. It's just too catchy and dramatic to ignore. :S

She has been watching the show almost religiously when she's not at work or working the evening shift. The only problem is that she's often forced to tear herself away from the TV so as not to be late. This is the reason why I am not as TV addicted as I used to be. My schedule permits me to follow something every other week which means if something significant happens, I would be lost. It's very frustrating you know. Errr. :S I am destined to watch reruns and sitcoms that are meant to be watch independent of each other.

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I learned something new from the Food channel: If you slice a grape and heat it in the microwave, it will create a spark/small fire inside. :D Don't try this at home! (very tempting though...too bad/luckily we don't have grapes at the moment)

how to respond #1

When someone tells you: No offense, but you look very tired.

polite way: Oh, do I? *laughs* Oh no, no I'm not at all. *smiles*
angry way: If you would stop calling me for every stupid little thing that can wait, I wouldn't be. Geez!
matter-of-fact way: I worked 12 hrs for the past two days and I only slept for a total of 10 hours, you do the math.
self-pity/low self-esteem way: I really wish I had time to fix myself up every morning. I just need a blush or a lip balm. *faint smile*
matter-of-fact way: Yes I am. *continues to do whatever*

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I am a whiner but sometimes I am tempted to tell someone who continues day and night to whine about EVERY little thing there is, is SUCK IT UP! Errr. I understand that work is stressful and there are a million reasons to hate but what about those that are currently unemployed? It's okay to vent but to start of the day with a complaint and carry it through for the whole freakin day?!! Sigh.

how do you love?

This song was once again stuck in my head after another day of being in a hunger state while suffering from this self-diagnosed horrible "stomach flu". Ugh. I'm happy to say that I've been spared of the usual over-rated Valentine's day extravaganza at the mall though. It's been quite a relief that I'm not bombarded with hearts floating everywhere and red cutesy things because otherwise, the hopeless romantic in me would have given in and bought random things (although it's not too late yet...hahaha).

In saying that, I'm not completely free of Valentine's day craze as our anniversary is also on the same week. Fortunately for me, who needs to go to the mall when I have my trusty laptop with me? Hopefully I won't really regret my impulse buying reflex. Hehe.

Anyway, back to the point.

I was just thinking what does it take to love someone? We had a conversation about this before. He said its easy to say "I love you" but its the action that really matters. Next to that is the actual commitment. I asked, "what if you meet someone else?". He thought about it for a moment and said that although there might be that chance, he is committed to keep what we have. Sigh. I guess it's all part of it right? Commitment, actions and words. Hmmm.

I kinda lost my train of thought.

Penny for your thought? :S

I just know that it is enough that I want to kiss him even while he's sleeping, call him even when I know there won't be any answer and I'm more than happy to somewhat revolve my world around him. Even though I am pretty emotionally unstable when he makes me mad, that's another story for another day. Hahaha.

Pardon the mushiness. I swear Valentine's day extravaganza did not get me. Errr.